A letter to You :)

Hey my blogger long time no write.. yapp almost a year I don't write and share. Now, I need to write, to share, to tell you about my feeling. Actually, I should be grateful to God because the graces that have been given to me until now. I just want to write may be like a letter to God....

Dear God,
Now, I am 22 years old, I don't know exactly I should be happy or sad. Yaa, I've got bachelor's degree. But, I am not an employee or a master student now. I only a person who hasn't regular activity. I am not a jobseeker like fresh graduate to do. I explain to You what I to do everyday. I wake up in early morning to pick up my little sister to go to her campus, after that I only clean my house since we don't have maid and I do the work until 10.00 am next I watching tv, youtube and others or I am going to the mall with my boyfriend and my best friend. I really enjoy my days, I feel free without assessment.
I re-think again, what should I do, I want to make my dream come true continue my master program, or work in company and get married with my boyfriend. Yes, its my plan God. I've had effort and pray to You. And now, I sincere with Ur decision. Give me the best with all of choices.
If, I tell you about my success and failure it is too long to write. I've got success more than enough and million thanks its not enough to say. And I know that is not a smooth path I am facing, I also got failure in my path, I've not yet got a scholarship to continue my study in overseas. Give me the best God, and I hope my best is my plan, my ambition and my dream. But, if it is not the best show me the way to get my best from You.